I'll be home for Christmas
鈥淚 didn鈥檛 talk a lot, I just sat around and watched, it was just so peaceful to finally be there. You can hope for it, you can long for it, you can think about what it鈥檚 going to be like, but when you get there, you just soak it in and just enjoy it.鈥
This is how 53-year-old Ron Hammond, describes Thursday, November 25鈥擳hanksgiving Day at his baby sister鈥檚 house.
For Hammond, sitting in a living room full of people who loved him couldn鈥檛 have been further from the reality he knew.
For the past 36 years, his reality was literally confined. Since December 6, 1985, Hammond was confined to cell blocks and prison yards for an armed robbery he committed that led to the loss of someone鈥檚 life.
Like you see on TV
Hammond went in at 17, and by the time he was 19, he was in a maximum-security prison in Jackson, in what he describes as the worst cell block in all of the state.
鈥淵ou have 500 prisoners in one block. The cells go down the middle of the block, there鈥檚 no floors in between, it鈥檚 what you鈥檝e seen on TV, tall open galleries, and every single person who is there has a violent prison record. You don鈥檛 get there by accident,鈥 said Hammond.
For Hammond, he had five assaults on staff by the time he arrived at Jackson four-block. He was constantly on high alert.
鈥淚t was a dangerous place to be. When things happen, you don鈥檛 see fist fights. I went to the shower with a knife. I carried a knife everywhere,鈥 said Hammond.
He would spend the next several years bouncing around between maximum-security prisons throughout the state. In 1993, he ended up at Michigan Reformatory in Ionia, Michigan.
Smarter than he thought
It was during his time in the psych ward there where he said something 鈥渃licked.鈥
鈥淚 was in the hole, spent a year-and-a-half in segregation, and I was bored,鈥 said Hammond. 鈥淭here was a lady walking around, and I asked her, 鈥榳ho are you?鈥 She said, 鈥業鈥檓 the teacher, you got a GED? Want to take it?鈥 I said, 鈥榊eah. Can I get books?鈥 That鈥檚 all I wanted was some books. So, she said, 鈥榣et me test you.鈥欌
Hammond took the test, and passed. But to his disappointment, he didn鈥檛 get any books. In his words: 鈥渁ll I got was a GED.鈥
But, he soon saw the silver lining.
鈥淢ost of my life I was told I was stupid, so getting that GED made me think: maybe I鈥檓 not stupid.鈥
That led to another step. When he left the hole and returned to Reformatory, he took classes through Montcalm Community College and started getting A鈥檚 and B鈥檚. He was tracking in the right direction, but shortly thereafter the Pell grant stopped and so did his education.
He started backtracking to his old ways, 鈥渁nd then Warden Pamela Withrow saved my life. Praise God!鈥
A mindset shift
Withrow started a cognitive restructuring program called Strategies for Thinking Productively. As part of the program, each participant has to journal one-on-one with a staff partner.
Hammond鈥檚 partner: Pamela Withrow.
Hammond recalls the words of Withrow during one of their sessions as mindset-shifting:
鈥淵ou need to think about what you have available to you in the future. You think you鈥檙e going to die here, and you very well may die here, but corrections runs on a pendulum. When the economy is good people are happy to lock you up, when it is bad they look for ways to trim the budget, and it goes back the other way,鈥 remembers Hammond of that conversation.
And then this question from Withrow led to deep reflection:
鈥淲here will you be at in your life when that pendulum swings?鈥
A decision to change
鈥淚t was her getting me into that mindset that allowed me to mature and start looking for things to do to be the person I was supposed to be,鈥 said Hammond. 鈥淚 laid on my bunk one day and decided no matter what, whether I鈥檓 in here or out, I鈥檓 going to be the person I was meant to be.鈥
That decision changed everything. Hammond describes it as life-saving.
鈥淭hat opened the door for me to one day be in the 17c起草社区 Prison Initiative (CPI), or else I would have been back in maximum security, maybe dead,鈥 said Hammond.
Over the next two decades, Hammond would find ways to be a productive member of the society he was in, finding work and jobs, becoming a tutor and a clerk wherever he landed throughout prisons in Michigan. In 2012, he ended up back in Ionia, but a few miles down the road from Reformatory at Handlon Correctional Facility.
It鈥檚 there, he encountered the CPI program.
Drawn in by the mission
鈥淚 was looking at things different, it was not me vs. the world or the guy next to me. It was what am I doing today to make those around me better?鈥 said Hammond of his new mindset. 鈥淪o, when I was tutoring, to see someone learn and benefit, that鈥檚 what drew me to CPI. It was their mission that we are going to give back, to have an impact on the societies we are part of. I thought here鈥檚 an organization that鈥檚 going to help me do what I really want to do.鈥
In 2018, Hammond began as a member of the fourth cohort of CPI. He earned his associate鈥檚 degree in faith and community leadership in 2021, and is set to graduate in 2023 with a bachelor鈥檚 in business and a focus on human resources.
Living out the mission
Upon graduation, Hammond is hoping to get a job where he can influence the hiring practices, especially in companies that hire entry-level. He says he wants to help build systems that allow former inmates to earn a little more pay and gain skills or learn a trade while they are working in entry-level positions. He says it鈥檚 about stability.
鈥淭o be able to influence something like that would be phenomenal, I have not lost that desire to help those who are going home to not come back [to prison] and rather to impact society. That desire is still here, I鈥檓 just doing it from the other side of the fence.鈥
Something he never imagined was possible until he literally reached the Handlon Correctional Facility parking lot on November 9, 2021.
鈥淪urreal is the best word for it,鈥 said Hammond. 鈥淚 really didn鈥檛 believe it was going to happen until I walked out, all the way up until I walked out, until I stepped into that parking lot, I didn鈥檛 think it was going to happen.鈥
For the first time in 36 years, Hammond will be home for Christmas.
鈥淚 don鈥檛 even know today that I deserve this. I can tell you I didn鈥檛 earn it. This was an act of God鈥檚 mercy,鈥 said Hammond.